Scared | Scarred

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For the first time in my life, I am not scared of anything other than the thought of being alone. I have never been scared of it before. I loved having just myself and being away from people, but right now, the only thing I am scared about is the idea that there is a big possibility that I may be alone forever.

It is weird how the things I am not scared of happening before are the only things that scare the hell out of me now, while the ones I have been scared of are the ones I couldn’t care less about anymore.

I am no longer scared of falling;

of getting my heart scarred multiple times by the same person;

of losing myself;

of being out of my comfort zone;

and of taking risks.

I no longer care whether or not you love me back, and I no longer care about losing you despite all the efforts I am willing to make.

The only thing I am scared of is the fact that despite me saying all these things, I’d still end up being alone.

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5 thoughts on “Scared | Scarred

  1. Oh, how I have thought about this many times. I make a distinction between being alone and loneliness. I enjoy being alone but I rarely feel lonely! Sounds like a new post, maybe?

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  2. For someone so young, perhaps you should not worry about being alone just yet. Keep your eyes open, your heart open, and your mind open. They are all doors which open onto new worlds and people. 🙂 ❤

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