Hey, you! Yes. You! You are good enough. You are good enough for me. No matter how many times you tell me you aren’t, you will always be good enough for me. You don’t see what I see. And I wish for a moment you do, because I see lots of wonderful things in you. You are beautiful – my beautiful.
I don’t know what happened to you in the past – what you did to others, and what others did to you – that made you feel insecure. I don’t know whom you surrounded yourself with and what happy memories you have made with them. I don’t know who have hurt you and made you cry. But one thing’s for sure, I know that I am able and always willing to treat you right and make you feel better today, tomorrow, and hopefully, for the rest of our life together.
I know we haven’t had lots of fond memories together…yet, but I am looking forward to making thousands, if not millions, of happy memories with you. I’d love to travel around the world with you, live in different places, and probably get our own mobile trailer and live near the beach. I have never wanted to learn how to swim, but if you’d be willing to teach me, I am pretty sure I wouldn’t have second thoughts and I’d run and jump into the ocean right away.
I still haven’t figured out whether you like sunny days or rainy days better, but I have a feeling you love both. Don’t tell me! I’d like to learn more about you without you telling me anything. I’d like to look at your beautiful face while I listen to your lovely voice. I look forward to spend many summer and winter seasons with you. During the summer, we could stay in Hawaii or go to Bali. We could go surfing in St. Francis Bay or we could escape all the way to Costa Rica. In the winter, maybe we could just stay at home, cuddle up in bed, or we could go skiing in Austria. We could go on a Caribbean cruise and travel the world together.
I’d also like to visit other beautiful places in Europe with you. I’d love to be able to experience being above the clouds with you. I wish we both could fly, because I am sure it would be super amazing!
I still have to figure out whether or not you want a big family one day. But if not, I’d be more than willing to accept it. For as long as you’re with me, and I am with you, we could still make everything better. We’d be Jessie and James without a Meowth. I would never leave your side and I promise to give you free meals for the rest of your life. I would take care of you and I would be the last person in your life who would turn her back at you.
I’d stick with you through thick and thin because I know that I belong to you and you belong to me. You would never have to tell me I am too good for you and that you are not good enough for me. Those words are rubbish. I wouldn’t want you to say those words ever again.
You are beautiful. You are smart and strong. You are loved and you are everything I want you to be. I would never stop proving to you that you deserve me and that I deserve you, too.
You could try to push me away, but I would still come back to you every time. You could ask me to leave you, but I would always find my way back home. I would love you with every waking breath, just as long as you want me to.
I’d never want you to feel unloved and unappreciated. I’d value you the most and you have no idea how much I would be willing to give to make you happy. I’d always have your back, and you’d never have to worry about me leaving you, because I would never will.
I want you. I want you so bad. I just hope you’d want me the same way I do so much so that you’d wish to be with me forever.
I want you to talk to me, and don’t let me go away. I long for you to talk to me. You’re already so far away, and I want you to reach out to me, even from a distance. Don’t ever feel embarrassed about yourself. You are good enough. You are good enough for me.
(Originally published 07/20/2015 and shared on The Fickle Heartbeat 07/22/2015)