night magic

Still Here


Today, you asked me where I had been. You screamed at me and accused me of not being there for you when you needed me. I couldn’t say anything. I wanted to tell you…I wanted to say…that I had always been here. I had always been here, waiting for you. Hoping for this day when you had finally seen and noticed me. And althoughΒ the way you saw me today wasn’t what I wished for, at least you had finally recognized my presence without looking for someone else.

I had always been here.


I am still here.




  • It’s so painful not to be appreciated and noticed.

    • That is so true. It’s one of the most painful things ever, especially when you are aware that you are being ignored. 😐

  • That touched me.
    It reminds me not to take a relationship for granted. If a woman said that to me, I would feel like crap. But, it would be a wake up call. I hope if you said that to someone, they would realize the same and do something about it. Thanks for sharing!

    • I also hoped it would make people realize not to take their friends and family for granted. I hope you’re well!

      • Thanks. I am having a lot of anxiety. Did not sleep well last night. Hopefully, I’ll get a better night’s sleep tonight. Have a great rest of the day!

        • I’m sorry to hear that. πŸ™ Hope you sleep better tonight. I also have trouble sleeping these days. What causes your anxieties, if you don’t mind me asking?

          • It is work related. Do you mind if I email you directly? Don’t worry. I am not a pest. Just don’t want anyone from work seeing this in case i ever invite people from work to view my posts. Thanks for caring.

  • Sometimes people forget that we’re here for them until something happens to make them realize. But sooner or later they will. Stay strong!!

    • Thank you, Rachel! Despite everything, I am still hopeful and optimistic! πŸ™‚

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