I refuse to talk to you
When you say “Hey,”
and ask how I am these days
I know soon, you’d say “Goodbye.”
I refuse to answer your call
When I hit the green button on my phone
and hear your voice on the other side
I would surely struggle to say “Hi.”
I refuse to respond to your message
When you send me one first
I know you’d disappear again
once I hit reply.
I refuse to want to feel something for you
I refuse to want to be with you
I refuse to want to love you ever again
With you, my heart would only break and die.