Darling, there you are again, running in circles, going back and forth to where people left your heart broken. You drop it, you pick it back up. Someone leaves it shattered into pieces, and you keep looking for every part of your broken heart and keep putting them back to where they used to be.
Darling, your heart is not a puzzle that anyone can keep disassembling and reassembling every now and then. Your heart is a precious piece of diamond, crafted in perfection. You need to see yourself as something that’s worth living for.
Darling, it is nobody’s fault. You love who you want to love. Your heart beat for anyone it wants to beat for. But you need to be wiser, after all the big mistakes you have made in your life. By now, you should be able to see which one is real and who is faking it.
Darling, you are solid magic. You have a pure heart that ellicits light and goes through another’s heart. You love because you know that loving is living. There is nothing wrong about you. There is nothing wrong about loving the wrong person. What’s wrong is letting yourself love the wrong person over and over and over again, when you should have been giving your heart a break, for it to heal and for your self-love to grow.
Darling, for every mistake you have done, I know that you learn more. I know that sometimes you think about shutting your heart down forever, but you still wonder what it would feel like to actually be able to finally have the right person to love you and live with you forever. And that — that, darling, is precious. You are real — your heart does not stop pumping until you find that one person who will make it skip a beat and jump out of your chest.
Darling, I know that you don’t believe in forever…that you would rather believe in the promise of “always,” because you are the type of person who don’t believe in “til death do us part“, but will do her best to always love that person.
Darling, there are people out there who see the best in you. You are not alone. Stop waiting for that one person to recognize your worth. Stop being with anyone who makes you feel down all the time or that person who does not see your full potential. Stop spending your time on someone who will never see you the way you want him to. Stop waiting for that person who does not spend a single second to even remember you. Darling, stop looking for the right love in all the wrong places.
The right one does not live in places you are currently lurking in. The right place is where you let your love grow. You are strong. You are beautiful. You are very smart. You are extremely talented. You should be proud of yourself. You’ve come a long way to let people mistreat you and take you for granted.
Darling, you love and you are loved. For every moment you feel like breaking down, just know that your heart still beats and that the pain you feel, no matter how many times they keep coming back, they will always be temporary. And remember that in every heartache, there will always be hope and optimism to start over again.
~ Diana, A Letter to Myself
Inspiring song for you by Alessia Cara – Scars To You, Beautiful
She just wants to be beautiful
She goes unnoticed, she knows no limits,
She craves attention, she praises an image,
She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor
Oh she don’t see the light that’s shining
Deeper than the eyes can find it
Maybe we have made her blind
So she tries to cover up her pain, and cut her woes away
‘Cause covergirls don’t cry after their face is made
But there’s a hope that’s waiting for you in the dark
You should know you’re beautiful just the way you are
And you don’t have to change a thing
The world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we’re stars and we’re beautiful
She has dreams to be an envy, so she’s starving
You know, “Covergirls eat nothing.”
She says, “Beauty is pain and there’s beauty in everything.”
“What’s a little bit of hunger?”
“I could go a little while longer,” she fades away
She don’t see her perfect, she don’t understand she’s worth it
Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface
So to all the girls that’s hurting
Let me be your mirror, help you see a little bit clearer
The light that shines within